A Low-Carb Weightloss Journey Update

A month ago, I put up a post about my low carb diet. It was really scary for me to post up, just cuz it’s hard to talk about myself. Especially when it’s about my physical appearance. I’ve always felt insecure about myself until recently. Even when I was a size 2 I was insecure, go figure right?

Going on a low-carb diet is definitely not easy. I’ve had to make some lifestyle adjustments, I’ve had to ignore my cravings and replace it with water, I’ve had to deal with my body causing havoc on me. It was really difficult for me in the beginning. There were so many moments when I wanted to give in and quit. The first two weeks were like hell. I got dizzy all the time, really dizzy. It got so bad to the point that I had to lean against a table at work just to keep the room from spinning. The room wouldn’t stop spinning for 45 minutes. My body kept fighting with me and kept trying to tell me I needed carbs. But I kept fighting back. I didn’t give in, and it’s been so worth it.

After those 2 weeks passed, my body has adjusted to my new carb intake. I’ve learned to eat regularly in small portions and often. Thanks to the MyFitnessPal app, I’ve gained so much knowledge about calories and carbs. But more on that later 🙂 I’ve also learned patience, determination, and hard work can get you farther than you ever thought you could.

So as of today, I am 10 pounds less and 1 dress size smaller than when I started. I’m looking forward to shedding more dress sizes and sharing some recipes Charlie and I have come up with with all of you!

xoxo,

Kissa
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Happy Birthday to Me!

I can’t believe another year has come and gone! As my cousin would say, “I made it around the sun one more time.”

I couldn’t help but reminisce about the highlight reel of some of my previous birthdays – my 18th birthday with the cotillion and big ballroom, my birthday at Skateland where I had to wear this figure skating looking outfit (I think that was my 8th birthday), my first “boy/girl” swim party at my aunt’s house…the list goes on and on. This year, though, was definitely one for the books.

It’s not like I did anything really special this year. I just invited my friends to the beach to hang out and to have a few drinks afterward.

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Whoever could make it – great. Whoever couldn’t – I totally understand. But I just had so much fun this year! I think that for me, being 28 is finally just accepting me for who I am. Truly accepting me and who I am right this very second. No longer wishing I was someone else, no more look at others lives on social media and blogs and wishing that I had their job/life/success. With a lot of prayer and self-reflection I’m finally in a place of peace – and it feels damn good! 🙂

Here’s a picture of some of us from the beach (wish I got to take a picture with everyone!).

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Cheers to everyone that has made it around the sun one more time. It’s a blessing to be alive!

xoxo,

Kissa
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Subies – Old and New

I have this emotional attachment to everything, people and inanimate objects. Certain people and certain things just spark memories and remind me of a certain time in my life. And my Rally Blue Impreza WRX is one of those inanimate objects that I’m really attached to. I had posters of the car up on my wall and everything while I was growing up. I don’t know if I ever told the story of the day I got it.

It was 2003, my senior year of high school. I was driving a 1984 Toyota Corolla FX that was passed down from my aunt, to my uncle, then to me. It looked really similar to this:

I was driving the Corolla FX somewhere and got into a small accident on my way to a dance rehearsal. A car hit me from behind on a small neighborhood street. Mind you, I didn’t like this car very much. Actually, I hated driving this car. So when my dad told me it would be in the shop for a while to be repaired I didn’t really mind except for the fact that I didn’t have another car to drive – and at that time I loved to drive everywhere. You know, that sixteen-year-old-just-got-her-driver’s-license syndrome. My parents had to take me everywhere, which actually wasn’t too bad until one day. I had an after school job at a tutoring company and my mom promised me she’d pick me up at 7, which is when the place closed. By the time 7:30 hit, all the students and my coworkers had gone, the lights were turned off, and I was sitting in the dark office parking lot alone. I wasn’t very happy.

I called my mom every 5 minutes asking where she was while getting more and more upset every time she said “I’ll be there in 5 minutes” and never showed. As I was about to call my mom again, a car turned into the parking lot and started driving toward me slowly. I started freaking out but didn’t want to make a scene so I decided to call my mom just in case I was in trouble. Who knows, it could have been a kidnapper! But before my mom could pick up the phone the car stopped in front of me and the people inside rolled down the window and said, “Do you want a ride?” My jaw dropped when I realized it was my mom and dad in the car and they were driving this:

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It was a Subaru WRX! MY WRX! The car up on my wall was right in front of me with my parents sitting inside. I was completely speechless!

My car and I have been through a lot. 10 years of teenage and 20-something year old drama. 10 years of good times with friends and family. My dad drove me to my wedding in this car. I sat and waited in the back seat until he walked me down the aisle.

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Last week, Charlie and I went down to a Subaru dealership. We’ve

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been talking for a while about getting a new car. Because of circumstances, gas mileage, and me having to put 91 in the gas tank of the WRX we felt like it would be a great time for change. Within the span of 3 months, my father-in-law and my brother-in-law both bought cars from Dave from Timmon’s Subaru in Long Beach. So on one of my days off we decided to go down there for a test drive. Up until this point, we had been going back and forth about getting other cars but I knew that if we could afford it I’d want to drive a Subaru again. When we got there, Dave had us test drive the Impreza and I knew it was the car I wanted. After walking through their inventory we decided on this bad boy:

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There’s our 2013 Dark Gray Metallic Subaru Impreza. And here’s me with Dave standing in front of the reason we met 🙂

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I dropped off my WRX to my dad’s last Thursday. At least he’ll be able to have it and I can always ask to borrow it if I ever feel like it. 😉 Even though I was still sad about having to give up my WRX I knew that this Impreza meant a lot of things – a much-needed change, a fresh start, and a new beginning. Woohoo! New car!!! 😀

xoxo,

Kissa
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