Being Blindsided

It’s been a long week to say the least and I’ve still got 3 days to go. Things have been changing in the Ortega household and I’ve been trying to make adjustments as best I can. So far, I’m surviving. My energy is still pretty high, I’m working longer hours, and I’ve definitely been challenged to push myself harder to achieve my goals. I talked last week on my Facebook and Twitter that things are slowly shifting in my personal and professional career. And today, I think I’m ready to talk about it.

2011 was our year of growth – Charlie and I bought our first home, we got married, and we decided that we would establish CO. That year was such a turning point in our lives, so much change went on at the same time. It was actually really hard to find normalcy. We sacrificed a lot last year because we were dedicating our lives to growing personally. At the end of 2011, I dubbed 2012 the year of change – change in our professional lives, continuing personal growth, and really pursuing our business. In the first 4 months of 2012, the change absolutely blind-sided me.

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The hardest part of these past few months: letting go. The best advice I can give to anyone is taking control doesn’t mean you HAVE control. I’m definitely learning that this year. I thought that I knew how I was going to control CO and where I wanted to take the company. I thought I knew what I wanted, but no matter how hard I tried the pieces weren’t fitting into the puzzle. I had no restraint, I didn’t know my limit, and because of that everything suffered. Then, I just let go. Don’t ask what made me do it, but I just did. When I did, it seemed like the pieces that wouldn’t fit just weren’t as important and the pieces that did fit were being put in the right place at the right time. Ironic as it is, God has pushed me to this direction as much as I’ve been trying to pull back. I wanted to ignore the signs and just keep pushing for what I thought was the right thing. But every time I tried to pull, God just kept putting me back. Now that I’m here, and I’m letting him lead it’s the best feeling in the world.

Climbing up a Mountain Called Change

Happy Monday friends! Today is such an empowering day for me.

Though difficult to stay focused and trying with all my might not to get overwhelmed, I am so at peace with where I am at this very moment. And without a doubt, that’s a hard thing for me to say. Not because I don’t want to say it, but because I haven’t been able to say it for a while. A long while. I feel like I’m in a climbing state in my life, and I’m so excited for how far this journey up the mountain will go. I have never been more content with where I am in my life and where my life is going. I am finally excited to just let go and let fate do the walking. Just being present in the moment, listening, and embarking on this journey of what I am called to do. The armor, the wall I had in the past that was blocking me is slowly beginning to unravel layer by layer. With each layer I become more vulnerable and scared, but I also become more wise and confident.

Needless to say a lot of mistakes had to be made. Ok, let’s not call them mistakes. Let’s call them learning experiences. Some I had to let go of and accept that those chapters in my life were finished. Some I had to take a deep breath and make a little change – be more me, and not worry about everyone else. I’m beginning to accept what I know and what I still have to learn. It is hard work. I think most of all it’s most difficult to have to self-evaluate yourself, to take off the rose-colored glasses and see the REAL you.

Every time I have written on my blog, have talked to my friends and family, and have given advice to just listen and “just be” has been where I thought I saw true clarity. But today – TODAY is where it becomes even less foggy. I’m sure as time goes on I will see things clearer and clearer, but today begins my true journey. I asked the tough questions, I let go of all the negativity, and am beginning to sort through my life in a way that helps me to see success and happiness in my future. And for that I am so grateful.

Climbing up a Mountain Called Change

Happy Monday friends! Today is such an empowering day for me.

Though difficult to stay focused and trying with all my might not to get overwhelmed, I am so at peace with where I am at this very moment. And without a doubt,

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Needless to say a lot of mistakes had to be made. Ok, let’s not call them mistakes. Let’s call them learning experiences. Some I had to let go of and accept that those chapters in my life were finished. Some I had to take a deep breath and make a little change – be more me, and not worry about everyone else. I’m beginning to accept what I know and what I still have to learn. It is hard work. I think most of all it’s most difficult to have to self-evaluate yourself, to take off the rose-colored glasses and see the REAL you.

Every time I have written on my blog, have talked to my friends and family, and have given advice to just listen and “just be” has been where

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